Its me yaar

For Me

Dealing with my own self is the toughest thing in my life. Since last two days the only thing in my head was what do I do ? For me. Seriously. Watching "Wake up sid!" number of times and opening a notepad for write it down that feeling. Well then. I can write. Can't so professionally for now,but one day I'll be a very good writer. Everyday I stand in my prayer and dream of making way to Madina where I want get settled. 60 or 70 isn't just enough to live longer, so I decided to consume thoughts voraciously, I can understand unsaid things pretty well, I know that I can live innumerable lives in my body. I started to live deeper rather than looking for longer. With all my pleasure I cannot take it even for one more moment, my spinal cord hurts me more than everything but a little less than these feelings, so I go on. Taking the reference of "Ye khadam ut-they nahin uthaye jate hain."
For me. I owe my own self.