I don't believe in incarnation but I live I die and I live again every inch of me and it continues.
"Fanoos bankar jiski hifazat hawa kare
Woh shama kya bhujhe jise roshan khuda kare"
"Ki Muhammad se wafa tune toh hum tere hain
Ye jahan cheez hain kya Loh-o-Qalam tere hain."
I know how beautiful these lines are and how truly it mean but I got vexed with the war between me and my self. I know I am not from here and I end up leaving my self here in this buggerland with my soul into another place. The place where time doesn't exists, the place which is indefinitely bigger than this world. Leaving the trails behind now I move further into my loneliness.
ah!!! My loneliness. You don't even know how much I love you and you'll be with me forever.
Wailullaka Ya Rizwan, Illam yagfirlaka Rabbuk.
What If I get hurt? What if I meant to get hurt? Its okay. The pain wont last for longer. But I will be me forever. I know how to live my life, but why I am not able to make it happen? Because of the self which is inside.
"Fanoos bankar jiski hifazat hawa kare
Woh shama kya bhujhe jise roshan khuda kare"
"Ki Muhammad se wafa tune toh hum tere hain
Ye jahan cheez hain kya Loh-o-Qalam tere hain."
I know how beautiful these lines are and how truly it mean but I got vexed with the war between me and my self. I know I am not from here and I end up leaving my self here in this buggerland with my soul into another place. The place where time doesn't exists, the place which is indefinitely bigger than this world. Leaving the trails behind now I move further into my loneliness.
ah!!! My loneliness. You don't even know how much I love you and you'll be with me forever.
Wailullaka Ya Rizwan, Illam yagfirlaka Rabbuk.
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